Lately I have been feeling like something is missing, or that I am missing something. I am not sure what it is, but it is frustrating me. I feel like I keep forgetting to do something, or that I am constantly looking for something. I just wish I could figure out what it is already

On a brighter note there is a new store that opened in Savannah and Saturday my husband who is not a pagan but is extremely supportive in my search for my path is taking me up there. I am hoping to spend my entire paycheck while I am there but who knows. It looks kinda tiny, but it is the only pagan store in Savannah so I will take my chances.

On another note and this really goes in another category, but I am a very bad vegetarian!! I eat meat all the time now. I haven't had a salad in a very long time and so tomorrow I am getting back on the wagon. I am going to go get groceries and make sure that everything I get goes with a meal that I am going to prepare this week. I am excited and getting an ulcer all at the same time. I like meat, love it even. I hate vegetables. Hate Them. I have to force myself to eat them and it can take me 2 hours to eat a salad, which is the only thing I have found that I can eat!! I don't know what to do. THis is something I feel is right but it is really hard to do all at the same time.

Then there is my work situation, the woman who is living with us got into a huge fight with the other employee that works at the store. The other girl who we will call marge for the sake of not having to write the other girl for every reference, said that she couldn't wait to find another job. When boss lady asked marge if she was going to quit marge said as soon as she found another job. Oh this is after what was possibly 20 minutes of other fights! So boss lady told marge to go home for the day and she would even pay her for the time off and to find a lawyer (sexual harrassment was mentioned) or another job if that was what she was going to do. So then I get called, and asked that if Marge left would i be interested in taking over her full time position with a 2,00 an hour raise and more responsibility. I said yes that I would love to as long as it didn't interfere with my search for a more permanent job in my field or my work with the local city job that I have on the side. she said that was fine. So if Marge found another job I am going to be doing much better for myself. My husband will be happy!!!

I think that is all for no. Sorry this is so long!

Oh not all. Lately I have been nauseous, dizzy, shaky (on the inside not visibly) and exhausted. Not sure why. Before you ask. No I am not pregnant. I checked.  If anyone knows anything please let me know!

Ok that is all!

Goodnight everyone.