The job is with Waffle House as a manager. I will be training for the next 9 - 12 weeks and then I will check-in at my own store. I am so excited. The hubby is kinda disappointed because he thought i would be making more  since we were under the impression that I would be making more. It is only like 10000 less and while that sounds like a lot of money i will make it up in the bonuses and things that I can get. I am excited. Have a great night everyone.

so for my birthday this year I got a new job. I will be working for the wonderful people at the waffle casa. I am doing my in unit test today and tomorrow and for my birthday on wednesday I had to go and get an inch of my hair cut out for my drug test. I am excited and nervous, very nervous. So nervous I feel the need to throw up. I am trying not to but we will see if it holds! So I am getting out of a job that is frustrating and demeaning and getting into a job that pays about 4 times as much as the job i am in now and has full benefits and stock options and everything else. So very excited. and tired this is way to early to be getting up to go to work!!!

Talk to you all soon

Sunwillow Rose

So I have been thinking about it and I am wondering if I would be so upset about this whole thing if it were a straight person. I mean would I think that they were going a little crazy or would I think that they were just a little clingy? Would I want to quit my job if my boss were acting like this and were straight? I mean would I be thinking she was in love with me if she weren't a lesbian? Am I really that self-absorbed? I mean do I think that highly of myself that I think a lesbian that is paying attention to me just has to be in love with me.

Or

Have I been right this entire time and she is in love with me? I just don't know if the way she is acting is what I am perceiving or if it is the way she is actually acting. I am so confused.

Just some random thoughts for the day.

Ok so this is a long story but I am going to explode if I don't say something. I work in an independent bookstore and my boss is a lesbian. I honestly have absolutely no problem with anyone from an " alternative lifestyle" , but I am straight. Well, she apparently thinks that the only reason I am having sex with my husband is that I haven't had sex with a woman. She has said this to me word for word. We were friends, well she thinks we still are but we aren't. I took her into my home when her and her partner broke up. I took over the full time position when her other employee quit and it was fine for awhile and then we got a new part-time person. I have written about her before and some of this is just a recap. Well we are really good friends now and spend a lot of time together.Then my boss goes a little crazy, she took me aside and talked to me for 30 minutes about how She thought we were friends but she guesses that the mistake was hers and that she thinks I have been blowing her off (not true) and that I don't want to spend any time with her anymore(True). I spent half of that time telling her she was being crazy and that of course I still liked her (Which at the time I still did). I thought that would be the end of it. BUT NO!!! I realize now that when she came to me for help and asked me to do a spell for her about 4 months ago that I should not have done it. I should have told her I didn't feel comfy doing that and let that be the end of it, but she just kept pushing so I said yes. It was a good spell too. anyway last night she comes in right before I finished closing up the store and puts the crystal I had given her on the counter and asks if I can reuse it. I told her that I prefer to bury mine when I feel the spell has finished. She looked at it for a minute and then throws it into the trash.  I felt this really disrespected everything that I had done for her, spell wise and everything else and it made me realize that she just doesn't care at all about anything I have tried to do for her. Then this morning she comes in and asks me to perform another spell for her. Now this just blew me away because she obviously didn't like the first one and she is now begging me to do another one. So I told her no and I told her why. I was very calm and rational about the whole thing and I am very proud of myself as I really wanted to burn the store down around her at this point. But I told her how I felt and then went back to what I had been doing. She said that is just fine then and slams the door to the office/ storage room (which by the way has the only bathroom and litter box available) and locks the door. She kept it locked for 4 hours. Then she comes out and tries to act like nothing happened. She finally realized that I wasn't going to be ok with her acting like a 5 year old (she is about to be 50 years old by the way) and went and bought me some ice cream as a peace offering. This is the part that threw me through the roof. she said do you forgive me? I told her yes and she said cause I can't have you mad and even if you aren't mad I just can't have you. I am so tired of her coming on to me. I am married and deeply devoted to my husband and she knows that. She knows my husband obviously since she lived with us for 3 months. now I need to know if I am overreacting or did she really overstep the bounds??

It really sucks when you are surrounded by books and none of them look interesting. I mean they do, but hmm... Maybe I am just not interested in reading right now. Bored Bored Bored. There is a store in Vidalia that I am looking forward to visiting. I also have a new friend who is interested in learning about Wicca. YAY Someone to talk to about all the things that I am learning and someone to throw around ideas and have tell me that will not work. She isn't sure if she wants to convert so to speak but she is learning about it. I just like having someone talk to me about it. My husband is supportive of my choice but thinks it is all ridiculous. then again he thinks christianity and muslims are ridiculous to so he is an equal opportunity ridiculer. Anyway I am at work now so i have to go there are customers to attend to!