I am at work again, but it is getting closer and closer to my last day here. I am finished with my internship on the 15th of February and am not sure what i am going to do after that! I want to be an Event Planner but am not sure how to go about it! I hate that feeling. The one where you don't know if life is going to work out or where you are going to go from here. The unknown really kills me. I am fine once I know what is going to happen but until then, who knows. I could end up unemployed for months and then the entire financial burden is on my husband. I don't know what to do. How do you send out your resume to people who arent looking for a new employee. How do you look for a job in a field that is so limited in the number of people working in it. It is frustrating and upsetting and I can't seem to find a place for my self. I can't find that place where I fit!!! 

If you are reading this, I ask you to please send some positive thoughts my way if you have a second. I feel so lost right now. Thank you for taking the time and if you leave a message I will do the same.

 Thank you Everyone.

Sunwillow 

So I am sitting at work and all I can think about is going home and sneaking into my meditation room and staying there until it is time to go to sleep. I just don't want to be working. I have finished everything that I was supposed to be working on and now I am just waiting. I mean I am not going to come up with work for myself. That is ridiculous. Oh well. Anyone have any suggestions for boredom release??? I NEED HELP!!!!

 

I am wondering if this site will be any good. I really want to talk to people with similar interests and to get a few good friends that I can talk to on a regular basis from this. I guess i just want a pen pal that understands the whole Wiccan thing and can discuss it with me as I do not have anyone in my life like that. Ok yes that sounds pathetic and desperate, but hey you are what you eat. Yes I know that makes absolutely no sense but we will be ok. :)